So I sit here right now a very embarrassed... and maybe a little ashamed girl. I was very bored so I made the mistake of going through some old emails that were still on facebook and myspace from before my mission. There happened to be some from former boyfriends. As it turns out.... I have been very mean to some very nice boys. I never really considered myself a manipulator... but I think the realization that I have only just now come to is that I may not be the worst there ever was.... but I'm definitely up there. Its almost funny because I always considered myself the victim... but as I read what they wrote to me I realized that I totally didn't deserve them. I mean, I was seeing like three guys at once at one point, and I was just dragging them along for the ride until they refused to take it anymore. Thats bad. I suppose its a good thing that I've come to understand that... albeit a little late.
This is what not having a job will do to you.
I need to find a better way to occupy my time. Well in January I'll have school. So I'm excited about that. I just got back from the WNFR in Vegas... it was great. There were some hardcore cowboys there. We're talking riding broncs with a broken arm... and bulls with a leg broken in two places. You want to talk pain.... that's hardcore.... or very very stupid. One of the two. Regardless I maintain that cowboys are hot.
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