Have I found you?

Listening to that song makes me want to write something profound. Do you ever feel like that? Like you've got something trapped inside and you just don't know how to get it out? I feel like that a lot. I want to paint something beautiful, or write a song, even write a good story. But every time I start out, something goes wrong. Maybe I'll figure it out someday if I find the strength to keep trying. :)

Once upon a time I painted this...




and this:





and I drew this:


I haven't done anything like that in a LONG time.

I saw Knowing tonight with my brother. I really didn't think that I would like it. But it was actually a pretty good movie, with a lot of religious symbolism, surprisingly enough.

On another note, I wish there were more people in this life that truly got me. I met one the other day. It was oddly comforting. No matter what front I put up, in the end that's all I really want. I act like I'm cold-hearted and stuck up, but all I want is for someone to just look at me and say, "I know that's not you... just put your guard down already..." I don't know why I try to act like I don't care (when I actually do), or that I'm "too cool"; it's so juvenille. Well, I suppose I know why. But sometimes knowing why doesn't make it any easier to fix. :(